Ripped

Here's my entry for #SisiyamNaLinya (#Sisiyam) or #9Liners:

And now the pain is inevitable

Will you lend a hand?

I just don’t know if this is sensible,

Enough to the clout to run,

Escape from the reality and be invincible.

Even just for once I triumph; and

My presence will become powerful;

And my thoughts are medicines that cures the wound

You left when you derelict my core…

-YU

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Author's Explanation:

This happens when you came from breakups or from suffering, you totally felt ripped. It hurts like you were being torn apart. Everyone parts of you hurts that you no longer want to wake up and kill yourself just to stop your current state but you can't because you know it should end like that else you have lost not only to the person or the situation who made you fall into your situation but also to yourself. Because giving up on yourself is the ultimate distraction. This you let you feel the worst situation you have but should make you realize that you can still stand and you can still mend from your current situation.

Let's take it by line:

And now the pain is inevitable

Will you lend a hand?

You question and request for help when you no longer can carry the pain.

I just don’t know if this is sensible,

Enough to the clout to run,

Escape from the reality and be invincible.

When you thought your no longer have the strength but you still think on running, away from it all or just running to free off your mind. To be inevitable out of all these hurting.

Even just for once I triumph; and

My presence will become powerful;

And my thoughts are medicines that cures the wound

When you wanted to feel powerful and invincible so you can simply snap your fingers to remove your devastated situation and make you triumph your misery. And pretend, pretend that you can live it all everyday, though hurting; still fighting.

You left when you derelict my core…

Then you tell that person how poor you were when after they have used you and your wealth. This is to tell yourself that you are just used up in the situation and that letting go of the destruction will let you become better.


Hope you liked this poem and can give you inspiration. When you're down the only way is going up!

#SisiyamNaLinya #Sisiyam #9Liners

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